If I only….

I’m thinking about my life and searching for any decisions which I could have done otherwise. But I can’t find a decision at this moment, which I’ve done wrong. Because I think I did my really important decisions not just with stomach feeling. I thought some hours or days about it. Some not life important decisions I made just with healthy human mind. I’m not a person, who thinks a long time about unimportant things. I’ve got better things to do in my life. 

Sometimes I think about what were, If I had juiced another job. So I’m really happy with my job at the moment, but I don’t want to do it for the rest of my life. Otherwise I’m not jobless, it’s really interesting, no day like the other and at the end of my work I can recognise what I’ve done. Thesedays it’s difficult to find people, who learned this job, so it’s good for me, I could change the company and find another job easily. And if I think about this reasons I’m very happy that I’ve selected this job. At the end of the song I’m sure that I’m fulfilled and satisfied. Maybe one day I’ll do a school for a job with a “better” salary.

But it’s only money. And money is not all over the world.

BTW; I’m mecanic for Excavators and Bulldozers